Light of my life.

Sun sparkles , hearts beating deadly eyes with a seducting smile saying "like you a lot"
As i reached out to to see what i was missing
i heard a voice saying,
"twinkel twinkel little star, look out don't go to far"

As we hold our hands we jumped over the cliff

Light of my life what have we done i screamed

Light of my life you said we've reached our destination called undone

Love.

These things make me smile
It doesn't matter if the sun is shining
It doesn't matter if its my love i kept hiding
These things make me smile

I don't just like you,
i like Us.
I don't just love you.

i love Us.

A Killer in me is a killer in you.

As she crawled up the stairs,

Her heavy heart was pounding

I don’t know who was leading ,

But that didn’t stop him from bleeding.

something special happened today,

a twinkle in his eyes as the sun spreaded on his face.

click does the shutter say.

strucked by the lightning.

a photo taken by your beloved one.

as she sits near him she whispers,

a killer in me is a killer in you.

 

©sohyla.ou

photos :Naomi Campbell

By Tony Shafrazi
Photography Marcus Piggott, Mert Alas

Today is diffirent Tomorrow is the same.

Waking up in the morning feeling like one of those days,

Take a shower brush your teeth,

Doing everything the same like yesterdays repeat.

As i walk to school i cross the bridge like a fool,

Music floating trough my ears what do i hear today that i missed for years.

What makes today different what makes tomorrow the same

Do i, do we live on repeat?

Hungry for attention,

Hungry for recognition,

Hungry for the things that make it different.

Like eddie vedder said were longing to belong,

We live with all we see,

We live with everything that others create,

We live a day like yesterday .

As i'm writing i hear a song,

I search for the things that make me hold on,

Having a thought of what is fake and what is real.

Image that life is like a boat,

Seeing no sea end.

Feeling the wind stroke beside your cheek,

Feeling the warm sun on your skin as coolness of the sea.

The unfimilair is right beneath our eyes.

Make your view wider some how.

©sohyla.ou

 all photo's are taken by ©Nol cobben

song of the day :

Killing the Innocent.

Playing in the sand

Avoiding angry hands

Nothing i have is for free

That's pretty normal to me

Even for my innocence i had to pay

I live in this world that went so astray

The burning sun on my cold hands

The pain

Crushing flesh

Blooddrops

Beating hearts in  jars

I trusted you with my closed eyes

You slith them open and gave me a golden ticket and send me away

Far to a land unknown

Whats normal for me is twisted for you

You don't have a clue of the things life could do to you

I found love

I found trust

I found things

I found reallity

As i reminice the day you gave my innocence away.

©sohyla.ou 

i made this poem for an great painting artist who saw the movie Desert flower.

http://tessa-why.blogspot.com/

that is her own blogspot where you also can see the painting of ''killing the innocent''.

i myself also saw the movie to and it's so confusing and weird for us people because where we live and grew up we don't have a damn clue of what life could do to us .'

the movie is mindshaking A MUST TO SEE click on the trailer below.

Healing and Revealing.

You made me smile,

Now you make me cry.

Why did it went this way,

Why i reply why.

You made me smile,

Now you make me cry.

Your my heart beat.

Your the sand under my feet.

Tears falling as im writing,

Papers scrumbeling as im fighting.

I would give the world to hold you.

If time would let me,

Time you did me wrong you took him to soon,

Time you did me no good i see nothing a i should.

Time the only thing you left me are these bitter sweet memories,

I will never forget who you were,

I will never forget what you tought me.

I will never till the bitter end,

I will never forget untill we meet again.

©sohyla.ou

My Little Red Boat.

Sitting here thinking,

 If he would come i would tell him..

Giving him something to think of.

Exactly this is how it should feel ,

If it's ment to be.

Could we do it.

Would we do it.

Your the smile when i'm daydreaming,

You make me shiver,

 Lying in bed thinking of you,

You make me weak,

When you walk by i feel my heart beat, 

Raising my hands, 

Singing along with a love song,

That's how you make me feel.

I want to make you my baby.

It would be beautifull.

Eitherway i'm saying,

Give up if u can't hide. 

Give up after you tried.

So, if u ask me i'm ready,

If u ask.'

I'm ready.

©sohyla.ou

Song of the day.

A Galaxy Far Away.

As the days go by,

Everyday i smile.

A thought,

 A wink,

A kiss,

Little bliss.

Count your blessing they say,

Count you luck and pray.

Days go by,

We still smile.

Tears in our eyes,

We don't really mean it when it comes to goodbyes,

Count your blessing they say,

Hope is not here hope is far away,

I smell the morning sun.

I hear the birds squeaking.

I close my eyes i feel at home.

I feel

I say

I cry

But all you can see is a smile.

Count your blessings i say.

©sohyla.ou

 i don't own any of these photo's =]

Little things.

Common mary let's go shopping !

But mother i just want you to sit down and listen..

Well i don't have any time for this or your comming with me or i'm leaving.

So mary went along,

This was not her favourite song,

All she ever wanted was a ear,

A heart,

Some love,

A smile

A mother who could stay for a little while.

 will take that one and that one,

Isn't this fun!

I know my daughter gets everything she wants .

I give her all i have,

I know she is happy.
I'm giving her things i never had.

She's my daughter i love her.

Hearts of glass,

Shatterd to a million pieces.

All our dear mary ever wanted was a mother and some love.

Craving for love that's what everybody is dreaming of.

best things in life don't have labels.

©sohyla.ou

 i don't own any of these photos.

just letting you know !

hee you guys as a couple of you already saw im starting with a serie of posting : those post are all about new found talents
so if some of you think hell ya i want her(me)to dedicade a post about my work just send and email and i we will catch up and talk about it !

and i will keep doing post with poems and photography though !

todays post i all about mess nothing more : D

i a mess this is a mess

we're a mess i know i just confessed !

©sohyla.ou

enjoy !

when you make a mess listen to this.